So where am I now? I'm still rolling... just like my truck, things break, get fixed and life goes on... hey I may not be the most fuel efficient or pretty thing but I still get the job done... I may not have the biggest fastest motor but I can still get along just fine on the highway. Motorsports are just my thing... Ill probably end up doing something involving motor vehicles when I finally graduate and am flung headlong into the abyss that is today's society, out of the shelter of a Christian college and my friends that are so quick to pick me up when I need it. Well I guess they will still be there, but not full time. I cant have someone holding my hand after all but I digress. What are some things that truly bother me? betrayal... that is one thing that seems to torment me again and again, but why? do I set myself up for it or is it just something that happens to people that Ive been oblivious to... why to some people fall off... how do you create loyalty? Is there a better way to live that I am ignoring? probably... I can be rather selfish and that is a large block when it comes to building relationships.
